this is what i get with ps:
db syserr:
[2025-12-30 23:30:27.190] [error] [int Start()()] TABLE_POSTFIX not configured use default
[2025-12-30 23:30:30.207] [error] [int CClientManager::Process()()] FDWATCH: peer null in event: ident 20
[2025-12-30 23:30:31.256] [error] [int CClientManager::Process()()] FDWATCH: peer null in event: ident 20
[2025-12-30 23:30:32.240] [error] [int CClientManager::Process()()] FDWATCH: peer null in event: ident 20
[2025-12-30 23:30:33.266] [error] [int CClientManager::Process()()] FDWATCH: peer null in event: ident 20
[2025-12-30 23:31:35.333] [error] [int CClientManager::Process()()] FDWATCH: peer null in event: ident 19
[2025-12-30 23:31:36.057] [error] [void hupsig(int)()] SIGHUP, SIGINT, SIGTERM signal has been received. shutting down.
channel1 core1 syserr:
[2025-12-30 23:30:29.229] [error] [int pid_init()()]
Start of pid: 2118
[2025-12-30 23:30:29.924] [error] [bool ITEM_MANAGER::ReadEtcDropItemFile(const char *)()] No such an item (name: Èò»ö ´ó±â+)
[2025-12-30 23:30:29.924] [error] [void CInputDB::Boot(const char *)()] cannot load ETCDropItem: locale/english/etc_drop_item.txt
[2025-12-30 23:30:29.926] [error] [void xmas::SpawnEventHelper(bool)()] cannot get map base position 1
[2025-12-30 23:30:29.926] [error] [void xmas::SpawnEventHelper(bool)()] cannot get map base position 3
[2025-12-30 23:30:29.926] [error] [void xmas::SpawnEventHelper(bool)()] cannot get map base position 23
[2025-12-30 23:30:29.926] [error] [void xmas::SpawnEventHelper(bool)()] cannot get map base position 43
[2025-12-30 23:30:30.185] [error] [void pid_deinit()()]
End of pid
file etc_drop_item.txt looks legit. i compared it even with the one from the tmp files, which work perfectly fine.
everything should work but obviously it dosent